I took the challenge

I never thought I could act in front of many people. Last friday was one of my most challenging day of my life. I did take the challenge. To act and dance in front of many audience. It is a live act by the way. I make crazy stuff like, dancing and singing. I can't believe that I can do such things. As of this writing, every once in a while I still reminise the time when I was acting and singing the song "I like to move it move it" from the movie Madagascar. People might not recognize me because my face was painted but the news spread easily and I cannot hide something especially in the office.

However, deep within I am so happy. Because my dream of performing in front of many people is a great success. Though our presentation did not win I am still happy because even in my simple way, I was able to make people smile, laugh, happy and able to portray the role that was given to me.

Being part of Trend Micro is very challenging. I did a lot of things which adds more value to me as a person. This company unleashes, allows me to bring out my hidden talent. And with this, I am very grateful to become part of this family.

Actually, it is our Lord whom I wanted to thank the most. He as always bless and provided me a lot of opportunites and abilities to become worthy person.

By the way, I did play the role of King Julien in the movie "Madagascar".

Things You Don't Know about me

Since this blog reveals something about me. It would be a hard time for me to create a blog that will let people know some top secret about me. Now lets begin with this simple secret of mine. Whenever I hear this particular song my eyes started to swolen and tears begun to run on my face. I love this song a lot "Minsan lang Kitang Iibigin". Never ask why, you should know it already. So never let me hear this song for I will definitely gonna be emotional.

Another thing about me, I really love music. My day will never end without you hearing me singing. People at home knows that I love to sing. Though I have problem with my vocal it is my greatest dream to sing in front of the crowd. I will definitly gonna prepare myself for that day so I am planning to take a voice lesson one day.

Does anyone knows that I can survive a week without going out our house. Yes, sure I did. I am home person or an introvert person. I love being alone and do things on my own. I don't know but I can do a lot of stuff even by staying home. I love lying on my bed, reading books, watching tv, dvd or by just listening to my mp3 player.

I am a health conscious person. I have an average built, average weight and a nice height. =) But I always look and conscious with the food I am eating. I eat any food except the dalagang bukid cause it makes me vomit but I make sure that I will not take much of fats and unhealthy food. I do not smoke and very very often taking an alcohol (once in a blue moon or in situation wherein I have no choice).

That's it for now.

More to come to reveal the true me....

I will persist until I succeed

I reject the fact that you don't like me anymore
Or is that something only in my mind?
I know that I never been a special person from start
Am I pushing myself to you

I never ask if you like me as well
I just asked if I can be a close person to you
I thought it is a good start
But since then I feel that you do not want to see nor hear anything from me

I tried my best to get in touch with you
I always pray that I can receive a single reply from you
I told myself that you are just busy
But days go by and it seems that you totally rejected me

I do not want to give up
I always believe that one day I can hear response from you
I do not want to give up
I will persist until I succeed

All I can say is Thank you

Thank you for giving me a chance to be your friend
Thank you for letting me show who I am
To be closer and being someone you can count on
I never thought you will give me this chance

Thank you for the smile and laugthers
The endless stories of life
The emotional stories that we shared
I never thought you will give me this chance

Thank you for lending me your ears
To listen to my worthless stories
Thank you for being their in my side
Though I know you are forcing yourself to be with me

So with this simple way
All I want is to say Thank you
Thank you for everything
And Thank you for the chance to be with you

Reborn in Christ

I found a brochure in my drawer and I was thinking of posting it online.

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come (2 Corinthians 5:17)

To receive a new life in Christ:

1. YOU MUST admit that you are a sinner.
Romans 3:23
"For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God."

2. YOU MUST repent of your sin. Repentance means turning away from your sinful way of life.
Act 3:19
"Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may Be wiped out."

3. YOU MUST believe that when Christ did and rose Again, He did it to save you from your sins and give you Eternal life.
John 3:16
"For God so love the world that He gave His one and only Son, what whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life."

4. YOU MUST receive Christ by faith and become part of family of God.
John 3:12
"Yet to all who received Him, to those who Believed in His name, He gave the right to become children of God."

5. YOU MUST surrender your whole life to Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior, then follow and serve Him will all your heart.
Matthew 16:24
"If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me."

6. YOU MUST be prepared to acknowledge to other that Jesus Christ is now your Lord.
Matthew 10:32-33
"Whoever acknowledges me before men, I will also acknowledge whom before my Father in heaven. But whoever disowns me before men, I will disown him before my Father in heaven."

A personal prayer...
Heavenly Father, Have mercy on me a sinner, I cannot help myself. I need a savior. I believe that Jesus died for me. I receive Jesus Christ as my Lord and savior. I want to srerve and obey Him all my Life. Amen.

Saying those 3 words

I know that there are people who can easily say I love you. It is easy to say but depending to whom and the situation. I can easily say I love you to my friends but it is hard when the kind of relationship is different. We like people and so we love them. But the meaning of love is so deep and so powerful.

If your my friend you can hear me saying this words but if my feelings to you is more than a friend then it would really take sometime for you to hear me those words. I am not a vocal person but saying this 3 words is a very hard for me to do in this situation.

I know the feeling when someone tells you this words. You will definitely gonna like it. So I think with this, since this is my opportunity to say this words, let me tell to all my friends that I LOVE YOU.

I love you and I will continue to love you all even if you hated me.

Kilig to the Bones

Paano nga ba kiligin to the bones. I never thought na na experience ko na pala ito. For the first time in mylife my heart was beating so fast, my body is shaking, my ears are like on fire, I feel uncomfort like I am freezing to death, and my tone of voice is changing.

Yun pala un, kapag kinilig ka to the bones. Hehehehe. I love that kind of feeling and it makes me smile and happy everytime I remember it. Actually, it makes me happy but deep within I am sad. I am sad because the person who makes me kilig was gone.

I dont know when I will experience that again. But I am hoping I could find that person again.

My Heart Condition

Physically I do believe that my heart is in good condition. It was normal the last time it was examined with the doctor. As always, I feel sad because my heart is not beeting because of someone else. I wanted to find the right person for me. I love people but it is so hard for me to give my heart, myself to someone else. I know that I have a high standards whenever I look to people. These are the people I was hoping to be my partner in life. I am a sensitive man, I cannot give myself fully because I am so afraid. I am afraid to be left behind.

My heart condition is still is in the process of moving on. I am moving on for the past 6 months since my breakups. I believe I did the right decision for I almost put myself in a position wherein I am like a hopeless lover.

I am healing my heart, trying to give it to someone else but it is so hard. Again, I am afraid to be left alone. This time I want to be certain but this other person inside me is telling me that loving is always a risk. If I always stop my heart to beat to someone else and let my mind to lead my life I know that I will never have an experience to be happy. I know that with love it will cause a great pain and suffering but I was thinking that it would be better to be broken hearted, to fail in love than not to experience it at all. I want to experience to be in love again and let this love grow .

I believe that I was born to love other people because God commanded us to love one another. Love, it is very hard to expalin what love means. I know that it is more that what we can say about it. Its meaning is more that we could imagine.

Home Building Project

I join our company's Home Building project this April. I am actually excited for at least for 5 days I will be out in the office. This is an opportunity for me to reach out other people and at the same time to go to places and have a vacation. Since I am new to this company I have no leaves yet so I take this opportunity to go out.

I wanna share the Program of the things we expect during the program.

Program: Community development and engagement through partnership with Gawad Kalinga (GK) in Philippines, including

–House building
–Visiting local families
–Interacting with children
–Farming
–Landscaping
–Planting

I had an experience interacting with street children. Talking to them, sharing stories, playing games, and food feeding program.

I want to experience the kind of emotion wherein your heart is full of joy and you cannot explain it. It is a kind of fulfillment because because you were able to make other people happy, they appreciate your doings and seing a big smile of appreciation coming from them.

I know and I believe that this experience will benefits both parties but I know that I will be benifited the most. This is the kind of things I always wanted to do. I love to help, to bless and make people happy.

The President issue

This post is something to do with my thoughts when it comes to the most recent government issue wherein we have our Madam president,Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo is involved. I have little knowledge about the ZTE account issue. All I know is that the ZTE issue was opened to the public due to this brave man - Jun Lozada.


I was able to watched the trial in the Senate for Jun Lozada's testimony. I had work that night but I choose to stay alive and know the story of this ZTE account. This issue started with the De Venecia's son who was trying to get the deal for the ZTE but lost it with the former Comelec comissioner, Benjamin Abalos.

During the trial, there were lots of known politicians and government officials involved. We have the current PNP chief, Avelino Razon, former secretary Mike Defensor, the former Mayor of Manila- Lito Atienza.

It all falls out to be somehow that the first gentleman Mike Arroyo is involved in this ZTE deal. When the issue arises last year because the press exposed the issue, the government cancelled the deal with ZTE.

During the Senate trial, we can see division and how senators reacted depending on which side (pro administation or anti administration) they are.

My side, I know that the peoples involved are hiding something? Because if a person is telling the truth I believe that you can see and feel it when you are looking and listening to them. So I know that those people in trial, most of them are not telling the truth.

We are grateful these days have come wherein our government started to mature because people begins to standup for the truth and for the love of their country. I am so proud for people like Jun Lozado who are figthing until now not for himself but for the truth. I believe that God will bless him, our country if things go out for good.

With this post, I am proud to say that I am supporting Jun Lozada's campaign, his crusade in seeking the truth for the glory of our country.

I have 3 Guardian Angel

I got this idea from my friend Ruthie. Visit her blog by going to this link http://angelofthewaters.page.ph
On my first list, my sweet angel that fall right straight to my heart. She is really an angel to me and for everyone.My heart is beating because of her. Hehehehehe. Actually it is very often I acknowledge a woman's beauty.It just so happened that the first time I saw this little girl in Click- a teenage program way back in High School I know that she will amaze everyone with her beauty and talent.Yes, you are thinking exactly to whom I referring. The one and only Darna- Angel Locsin.I like her because of her beauty. She takes my breath away. I haven't met her, seen her in person, nor know anything about her past but I know and believe that she is a very nice person.You can see how strong, discipline, intelligent, a good daughter and professional this young lady.
Second on my list. The Asias Song bird. Ms. Regine Velasquez. I know that it is not a good decision to have relationship with Ogie. That is called love but it is more than that. And I don't want to comment about it because we don't know exactly the truth behind it. If I could have a chance to talk to her, I will ask this question.She is the angel who will amazed you whenerver she sing a song. A deep emotions you can feel in every lyric of the song. And when she make birit, wow the only word that you can say.
My third ange-coming soonl. I am still waiting for her, yet I am considering Dimples Romana or Toni Gonzaga.

New work schedule

Starting tonight, I will be working around 8PM to 5AM with Friday-Saturday rest days. Hahahahah. I have to adjust my body clock again. My problem, I have problem sleeping when the sun is still up and the fact that the people at home are disturbing my sleep. I am planning going home on my rest days and stay in Olympic Heights during work days. I have problem before when I lost my weight and got sick because of lack of sleep. My second option is to swap my schedule to PJ. His schedule is around 11PM. With this, I still have at least 3-4 hrs of sleep at night plus the hours if ever I got sleep during day hours. If after few months of work and still I got problem with sleeping I think I will be resigning and find a new job. I don't want to sacrifice my health for this job.